13/01/2008
LOHRI
AH!!! lohri...the festival to get rid of old and bring in the new...the festival to discard the cold and welcome the warmth...the festival to bring in new beginnings...the day which i shall rember in all its essence coz it opened up two hearts and in that process filled it with eternal happiness...
well i hv had been havin an emotional connect with "X"(sorry the name shall remain hidden) sunni would hate dis he wants names and just names...well bout X and I well this day lohri 13th january 2008 we finally put our hearts out there...we had been bantering back and forth widout actually going anywhere...admitedly we both liked each other but that was that...no one ever said anything...but then all flood gates opened what began as a normal discussion...just took turns for the worst first....the conversation turned ugly wid calls being disconnected some angry msg's being sent...because we and in X nd I were actually the topic od discussion wid jiva(oh by da way i fought wid jiva as well cause he also said da same why did you talk bout it, and all i had said well talking wid smone frm your city he seems nice...)...justified X's anger justified...but den wat really got me worked up was that my side wasnt being considered...as in why did i discuss it wid anyone and not wid anyone wid jiva...chalo long story short...we talked and talked but the turning point was wen he said that anything bout him and i has to be just "US" no third party involved...felt like smacking this big kisssss...den we talked and talked and talked while my family watched that who da fuck is he talking to in this school girl crush fashion...(blush)...and den my fucking usually reliable nokia failed on me...da battery died out beat that...oh my god i went frantic looking for a charger well i hv one at home but den wasnt home...found da slim pin but den the da bloody plug was american no use....ran home but "bhenchod" to no use X was off to sleep...
hey but then i was happy happy happy like a little kid who just found da hidden stash of candy...landed up at cousin's for this lohri blowout...shook my booty like anythin...laughed danced just LIVED...
14/01/2008
found myself in abeautiful place when i got up...i was happy and enjoying every bit of it...the smile was on my face the grin was there...just wouldnt wipe off...went bout my day couldnt cross the thought out my mind..."X" was on my mind...well smhow went thru the day but around evening couldnt so sent an sms...got a reply i jumped...he's thinking bout me as well...hmm sweet...sm few msg'sater we decided to just enjoy the silence and each oder's thought yeah right...like that would happen....NOT...X calls...suni was also there had come by on my insistence tht we need to go out shop...but da phone rings and im transported to a different world where time doesnt exist...i drive around town talking have coffee talkin and all this while sunni is there sittin stareing away into no where...and hour and half later wen a few more friends happened to drop by...i had to hang up...nd den god sunni threw his stupid tantrums u ignored me cute but stupid cute...i was like nikal gussa take it all out i will not say nything...he's so cute wen he's angry cause he aint really angry...but just irritated but nt really irritated...
...JOY...KEEPING MY CHARGER WITH ME 24x7...
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